Wallace and I haven pretty much had sex every day since we started (which is slightly awk because I was on my period for about 4 days last week).
Shit is addicting. He’s also spent the night over my house for a week straight. So there’s that. Shit feels good, but I never cum. Actually he hasn’t made me cum yet, but it’s okay. I often wonder if he’s the one. Sincerely, K
I feel like I’m reasoning with God. Trying to make a deal. Wallace has seen so much hurt this year and I just want things to be better. I just want to make the pain go away.
Also, he and I had sex for the first time today. He was my first and I was his. It hurt a little, and I cried afterwards so that was awk. But it is what it is.
Just pray for him guys. Please. I need everything to be okay.
School starts tomorrow.
Gosh I wish he’d come back and make more videos. I love the way he dirty talks.
Because I can’t not tell someone! I started a year long letter to Wallace. Every time he pisses me off, makes me happy, or cry of laughter, I open up this note on my phone with the date and write about it. From my heart.
When we say goodbye (either in May or August) I’m gonna print all the pages I’ve typed over the past year and give it to him. I think it’s gonna be really cute.
I don’t know if he’s into that sort of thing, but hopefully he’ll like it and keep it forever.
I’m not great at the whole feelings thing and he knows that so this is kind of huge.
I’m just really excited about it.